shut eye

i am a person with an attention span of not more than 20 minutes. so if you put me in a chair and FORCE me to listen to something i DON'T like my attention span is shortened. my point? in life i admit that there are times i feel incomplete and useless. but not that I've found something that makes me useful there comes a BEING that messes it up. i shouldn't be affected at all, well i mean technically i should be, but listen well and listen hard if I AM NOT there you would probably done it. but you don't care right? because your too proud. i didn't get here if i am not capable of doing my job. so next time you fail, think of it this way --- IF I WAS ALL ALONE WOULD I EVEN FINISH? fu.